i want so bad to cut myself so deep.

but would it help me?

maybe ithat way i may puke all this shit inside me.

i need someone to hear me, not to jusdge me.

i need arms to fall in.

i need peace.

i need to feel alive.

i feel like i'm gonna throw myself away at any time.. when this bomb had ran out of time.

let's wait.

tic, tac.